I’ve been purge-free for almost two months now, and though it is very hard for me, I am managing to deal with it. I think about it every single day and I cannot express to you how frightening it is to know that a simple mindset can flip your emotions 180 degrees.
This time, my goals are the same, but I refuse to stick anything down my throat, or go below 1200 calories. I will do my absolute best to stick to these two rules.
I hope all of you stay with me on this journey to happiness and healthiness.
-EDIT- I know 1200 calories is still not a lot, but it is a start for me. Thanks.
(Source: skinny-17)
things have just been going so poorly for me at home.
all i’ve been wanting to do is sit outside, smoke cigarettes, and binge.
i had a bagel with cream cheese today. first time in months. i felt so guilty. i couldn’t get rid of it because i got home too late. last night i had a milk shake and cookies and a danish. i couldn’t get rid of that either. i’m still under 119. i’m scared to gain weight.
what if i stay like this forever
i feel so fat. fuck
Anonymous asked: im sorry, but what exactly is your goal? are you the girls on the picture? are you trying to be as skinny as them? i dont understand , but if you are those girls, and you are still trying to lose weight, you are crazy
I can’t speak for Zee, but my goal is whatever weight I am comfortable with. No, we are anonymous, and none of them are us. We don’t come onto your page and tell you who you should or shouldn’t be, and we expect the same in return.